Since I got to the States, I have been fascinated with Sex and the City. Four liberal and beautiful women show their strong will, confidence, and independence in this amazing metropolitan city. The story of Carrie and Mr. Big is the most intriguing episode throughout the whole series. I like the part when Big and Carrie sat in the carriage in the central part in a heavy snow. It is so heartbreaking and romantic...Having lived in New York City for one year, I fell in love with this remarkable place. Fashion is one important aspect of the city life.
I like going shopping at 34th street where the prices of new designs are often affordable. The Victoria-style white dress is still lying in my cabinet quietly since I only wear it in special occasions. Once I held John's arms and wandered around the central part in a spring morning in my white dress. Sometimes I feel that I do not want much from John, but only this true feeling in my heart. John is an attractive man. I heard from my advisor that he has many women pursuers in his life. I feel sad when I think maybe I am only one of them...
Mom told me to stop this feeling towards him because it is unrealistic. But I just cannot forget him. Maybe I can be rational in my future marriage, but cannot resist my irrational inner feeling. Carrie is similar to me in this aspect. She still loves Big even if she knows that Big married a French woman. The moment she said goodbye to Big is really moving, the white dress, and the white horse...Like Big, John has been my protector for a long time. He always appears when I was in trouble. The moment when the Russian artist abandoned Carrie in Paris, Big behaved like a hero to save his girl. It is just like John...
